The Petals and Leaves
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Shhh~! Don't tell anyoneIt took me quite some time to think whether or not I should do this. Probably this may not be the wisest thing but I have decided to do it anyway. Well, these few weeks I was up to something. I had this huge crush on a guy. Oh my, oh my...Average kind of guy, nice in every way and I thought that he might just be the one. I was feeling over the top and everything around me seemed fuzzy, maybe it was because I was not paying much attention to my surroundings at that time. After quite some time of 'highness' had passed by, I found out something. I was rather taken aback at that finding. How can that happen? Why did it happen? Why her???
Yeah, he likes another girl so much. In a nutshell, I have a crush on a guy who has a crush on another girl who would definitely be his girlfriend. I mean, why wouldn't she? Besides the part that she is older than him by just a bit. Well, there are so many couples out there which the girl is older than the guy. What's the harm right? It is not like a 14 year old guy who dates a granny will be harmed by the age gap and hit the headlines on tomorrow's Star newspaper with a picture of his tombstone saying: RIP - A 14 Year Old Guy - 23 April 1994 to 29 March 2008 - Congratulations! Thou hath successfully flee from the harm of age gaps. WTH?!
This is so weird. You might be wondering why in the world did I post this up...Just to let all of you who are reading know, I have decided to take Celine's advice to post something about myself and I was thinking...why not this since this has been lingering/haunting (whichever you prefer) in my thoughts for almost every single day of my life. Such a waste of time = money! Omg I wasted money just by being haunted by the thought of him!!! See the cost of living has risen!
I guess I just have to admit defeat, although I have no idea how she looks like 'cuz I do not even want to know it at all. Even the image of her shadow can kill my interest in...in....in erm...coffee! Do you all know how much I love coffee? Coffee is like a distraction in my life and it gives me this short joy for a brief moment. I know, I get what you mean, brief joy...but it is better than nothing! Actually, I haven't been drinking coffee ... erm so this part should not be here. I couldn't think of what other interests I have besides killing mosquitoes...??? Is that an interest?
Anyway, back to the topic. So, he likes her. Yeah, he likes her. Uh huh, he likes her. Omg can I stop reinforcing that thought? I mean there are other fishes in the sea right? Do you realise that that statement is like an encouragement to flirt around? And besides, I am sure that there are more fishes than humans...so please don't give this kind of false-hope-statement to people who are like me now alright...even if you are trying to get your point across. Just tell them that (for guys) there are more girls than guys in this world and for the girls, tell them the same thing to motivate them to be lesbians so that the world will stop producing too many girls.
Alright, now I am wondering how am I going to end this. Should I just say the end or should I just start counting sheeps to bore you out from this place? Great, anyway just to let you know, if you were hoping for funny book, sorry to disappoint you but it was fun doing that XD! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~!
theFLOWERSdied @ 9:06 AM!!
